Killing Yourself

Terror and emotion invades your mind
While the chills of sadness embrace your space
Controlled by each emotion
Keep digging yourself a grave with complete devotion
Drowing in terror
Drowing in terror

You can't tell anyone how you pray to die
With a life so typical and sane
They don't care if you come to them and cry
So you shoot the love into your vein
Within a second you no longer feel the pain
Drowning in blood
Drowning in blood

Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself

Spit out the words you long to say
Maybe one day everything will turn out okay
At least that's what your friends say
But you've been depressed for far too long
No longer enjoying life when it all goes wrong
Drowning in reality
Drowning in reality

Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself

I can't dream of leaving but how can I go on pleading
With all the lies and deception only to get no attention
Laying down on my bed with a gun against my head
How it raises my blood pressure
Maybe it'd feel so much better if I pull the trigger
Oh God, how can you treat me like this?
Bring me back to childhood where everything was wonderful
Bring me back in time to the memories I most miss
Do it, do it, do it
I can't take it anymore
Just let me go

Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself