And I'm trying and trying to fight.
For everything I love,
Everything that I think's right
Every minute, just a little bit more.
I'm waiting for you to save me.
But you can't seem to understand,
That you got to take my hand,
Because my smile is to fade,
If it's not me you are to save...
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Someone Else's Kiss
Another day while you're out there having a dandy of a time
I''m locked up, alone, staring at these knives of mine
Life isn't roses they say and you expect me to sing a happy song
Yet life isn't fair they tell me, you say to just carry on
Beautiful dreams, sad reality
While you're out having the time of your life
I'm locked up, alone, holding my knife
I just want to step to step off the floor and fly
'Cause you said you'd be back to love me, but it was just another lie
I know there isn't even a reason to be waiting anymore
Wonderful dreams, sad reality, the problem isn't you
The problem is me
Baby I don't know what to do now
You know I can't laugh now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss
Everything thinks I'm just in my usual miserable behaviour
Didn't know the real you I guess, you have the eyes of a stranger
I just can't stand living this life anymore
When I'm just a jerk, everyone thinks I'm a bore
I'm not asking for pity, I'm asking for your sympathy
With my beautiful dreams and our sad reality, the problem isn't you
The problem is me
Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't even fake a smile now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss
When you left me for another, you know I felt so sad
Hiding my true feelings, I was so fucking mad
I could run after you and try to get you back
But with me, it's the passion that we lack
And you really hurt me but no longer do I cry
'Cause if I'm not worth loving, why would I try?
With my beautiful dreams and our sad reality, the problem isn't you
The problem is me
Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't sleep now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss
Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't dream of happiness now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss
Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't go on living now
All I can do is lay here with my sadness and remember our last kiss
Because now all I have is our memories and it's you I most miss
Show Your True Love
Just another boring and dreadful day
Lost in emotions, I need to get away
'Cause I can't take the the pain anymore
I can't handle the lies, the heartbreak, and the mind games
Surrender your grudge
Stop being so care-free
Can't you show your true love and save me?
Just another stormy and lonely night
My mind is running wild, I no longer know what's right
'Cause I've been living far too long in my own world
I can't understand the falling out, the hate, and the fights
Surrender the past
Let me be free
Oh baby, won't you show your true love and save me?
Each time I fall asleep, I dream
The dream turns to complete despair
Lost in my heartbroken thoughts
Smiling and watching, you're always there
Surrender the sadness,
Learn to let me be me
Please, won't you show your true love and save me?
Walking Down Lover's Lane
It's hard to forget, hard to forget you
I will never forget what you've put me through
All the years I've been by your side
It seems like for you this has just been a joy ride
I fell in love with you and you said our love will last forever
What am I supposed to do now that we're not together?
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
Why does love go from good to bad?
There's no way for me to go on knowing I make you sad
Why did your love for me have to end this way?
There's no reason to go on living knowing I'll be missing you every day
And baby, I don't want to hold you back from your true happiness
But you're so beautiful, you're impossible to forget
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
The only one I want is you
The only one I need is you
The only one I dream of is you
The only one I'd die for is you
The only one I need to be with
The only one I love
Is you, you're the only one
And it's a long hard struggle to go on surviving
If someday I can capture my love back, it's worth trying
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
I will never forget what you've put me through
All the years I've been by your side
It seems like for you this has just been a joy ride
I fell in love with you and you said our love will last forever
What am I supposed to do now that we're not together?
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
Why does love go from good to bad?
There's no way for me to go on knowing I make you sad
Why did your love for me have to end this way?
There's no reason to go on living knowing I'll be missing you every day
And baby, I don't want to hold you back from your true happiness
But you're so beautiful, you're impossible to forget
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
The only one I want is you
The only one I need is you
The only one I dream of is you
The only one I'd die for is you
The only one I need to be with
The only one I love
Is you, you're the only one
And it's a long hard struggle to go on surviving
If someday I can capture my love back, it's worth trying
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane
When You're Eighteen
The summer has just begun
Graduation is over and you're on your own
Now you will find out what it's like to really be alone
But you haven't even begun the long fight
You're life has just begun
You still don't know if you're right
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
You wouldn't turn back time if you could
You don't believe in the myths of childhood
The love you want is the love you're out to get
At eighteen, heartbreak is something easy to forget
Partying till 5 am and stripping down for the crowd
No more rules, all the lethal drugs allowed
Thinking it's all fun now, you're lost up in the clouds
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
Face the consequences of what's next in line
College - keeping track of time
Partying - your mind goes wild
Promiscuous - you might have a child
Working - Need to make some money
Eighteen - Suddenly nothing is funny
When you're eighteen
Life is not what you thought it would be
When you're eighteen
You're dreaming of what life used to be
When you're eighteen
Missing your first love
When you're eighteen
Missing your first kiss
When you're eighteen
Drugged and confused about the people you miss
When you're eighteen
You now are on your own in the cold world outside
There's no longer a place where you can go to hide
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
Graduation is over and you're on your own
Now you will find out what it's like to really be alone
But you haven't even begun the long fight
You're life has just begun
You still don't know if you're right
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
You wouldn't turn back time if you could
You don't believe in the myths of childhood
The love you want is the love you're out to get
At eighteen, heartbreak is something easy to forget
Partying till 5 am and stripping down for the crowd
No more rules, all the lethal drugs allowed
Thinking it's all fun now, you're lost up in the clouds
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
Face the consequences of what's next in line
College - keeping track of time
Partying - your mind goes wild
Promiscuous - you might have a child
Working - Need to make some money
Eighteen - Suddenly nothing is funny
When you're eighteen
Life is not what you thought it would be
When you're eighteen
You're dreaming of what life used to be
When you're eighteen
Missing your first love
When you're eighteen
Missing your first kiss
When you're eighteen
Drugged and confused about the people you miss
When you're eighteen
You now are on your own in the cold world outside
There's no longer a place where you can go to hide
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
Cloudy Skies Above Me
The birds have woken me for another day
Tired, I tell myself over and over that everything will be okay
Those birds talking about something I don't know
Maybe they're telling me it's time to let my love for you go
Time to let my dreams go...
I'm bringing out my umbrella, it's going to pour
Water's going to be coming under my door
I might as well go outside and walk in the rain
Maybe in the madness I can soon forget my pain
Let me forget my pain
These cloudy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these cloudy skies above me
It's just another useless day to fake a grin
Let the panic join me, let all the depression sink in
I've been fighting too long to care
All I know is that it's a cold world out there
A cold world and I don't care!
These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies above me
You tell me never say never
Even though you know it'll be like this forever
Don't try to help me make it through
My heart is breaking because I know I'll never have you
I'll never have you!
These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies above me
These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies
As I dream away under these rainy skies
Under these rainy skies above me
Tired, I tell myself over and over that everything will be okay
Those birds talking about something I don't know
Maybe they're telling me it's time to let my love for you go
Time to let my dreams go...
I'm bringing out my umbrella, it's going to pour
Water's going to be coming under my door
I might as well go outside and walk in the rain
Maybe in the madness I can soon forget my pain
Let me forget my pain
These cloudy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these cloudy skies above me
It's just another useless day to fake a grin
Let the panic join me, let all the depression sink in
I've been fighting too long to care
All I know is that it's a cold world out there
A cold world and I don't care!
These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies above me
You tell me never say never
Even though you know it'll be like this forever
Don't try to help me make it through
My heart is breaking because I know I'll never have you
I'll never have you!
These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies above me
These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies
As I dream away under these rainy skies
Under these rainy skies above me
Enough Of Your Love
Baby, you're casting your spells against me
Thinking of what you can do to me
Baby, I won't be falling to the ground and begging you
Those dreams of yours won't be coming true
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Baby, all your good for is heartbreak
Pleasure is your life and all you do is take
Baby, you ain't got nothing against me
I'm letting you go so I can be free
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Baby, look at all you've done
In destruction like this, no one has won
Baby, I don't need your attention
Turn around and go in the other direction
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Baby, you're so cold hearted
Cold hearted bitch
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Thinking of what you can do to me
Baby, I won't be falling to the ground and begging you
Those dreams of yours won't be coming true
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Baby, all your good for is heartbreak
Pleasure is your life and all you do is take
Baby, you ain't got nothing against me
I'm letting you go so I can be free
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Baby, look at all you've done
In destruction like this, no one has won
Baby, I don't need your attention
Turn around and go in the other direction
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Baby, you're so cold hearted
Cold hearted bitch
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love
Nervous Breakdown
Breakdown
Nervous breakdown
Anxiety won't leave me alone
Down, down, down
Falling down
Shot down by a nervous breakdown
In the crowd as usual,
Treading lightly on the floor
Praying to God to help me
I just can't deal with this anymore
Breakdown
Gonna have a nervous breakdown
Trying to find a way to love
I'm shut out of every door
Hoping someone will help me find a way
What am I being punished for?
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
The outside seems painfully bright
Under my pillows feels just right
Dying of a broken heart, I've had enough
No use in getting up if there's no one to love
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
Somebody save me
Save me
Save me
The anxiety is invading my mind
No way this anxiety will treat me kind
Save me
Save me
Somebody save me
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
Nervous breakdown
Anxiety won't leave me alone
Down, down, down
Falling down
Shot down by a nervous breakdown
In the crowd as usual,
Treading lightly on the floor
Praying to God to help me
I just can't deal with this anymore
Breakdown
Gonna have a nervous breakdown
Trying to find a way to love
I'm shut out of every door
Hoping someone will help me find a way
What am I being punished for?
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
The outside seems painfully bright
Under my pillows feels just right
Dying of a broken heart, I've had enough
No use in getting up if there's no one to love
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
Somebody save me
Save me
Save me
The anxiety is invading my mind
No way this anxiety will treat me kind
Save me
Save me
Somebody save me
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Lay in my bed, with a dizzy head
Breakdown
I'm going to have a nervous breakdown
Down with vertigo, while the chemicals flow
Breakdown, breakdown
Caught in a nervous breakdown
In Search Of Love
It's another night for the lonesome to walk the streets alone
Feeling let down, nobody is calling on the telephone
Even though you've been looking year after year
It's the same old story that every heart seems to fear
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
So lonely that you're feeling desperate
You need company to stop you from being upset
But it's just another one night stand, just another lie
It's another time just to say goodbye
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
Every night you look to the skies and pray
If only you had someone to grow old with you each day
Don't worry, there's someone for everyone
It just takes time, it's worth it in the long run
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
Feeling let down, nobody is calling on the telephone
Even though you've been looking year after year
It's the same old story that every heart seems to fear
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
So lonely that you're feeling desperate
You need company to stop you from being upset
But it's just another one night stand, just another lie
It's another time just to say goodbye
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
Every night you look to the skies and pray
If only you had someone to grow old with you each day
Don't worry, there's someone for everyone
It just takes time, it's worth it in the long run
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
You're having a hard time figuring out wrong from right
You're in search of love
Trying to find someone to hold you close and tight
You're in search of love
And you're not the only one who is crying away the night
Everyone's in search of love
Magic Tonight
Ready?
One... two... three...
There's gonna be
There's gonna be
There's gonna be magic tonight
There's gonna be
There's gonna be
Magic (magic!) magic (magic!)
There's gonna be magic, tonight!
That's right!
The rock'n'roll music is seeping into your head
Creepin' in your ears while you're sleeping in your bed
Music calling out your name to bring you to the action
Everyone needs some rock'n'roll satisfaction
There's going to be magic - magic tonight!
Walk on down to this rockin' town
Put a smile on your face honey, don't frown
And they are so sexy they tease you 'till it hurts
Those girls are looking hot in their rockin' short skirts
Everyone rock out, now
Everyone dance together, now
Everyone sing with me, now
'Cause when the rock'n'roll vibes are feeling just right
There's going to be magic tonight - magic tonight!
Magic - magic - there's going to be magic tonigth!
And the party is rocking away
We'll be doing this all night till tomorrow mid-day
You gotta get down and let yourself feel the groove
C'mon and get those nervous hips to move
Everyone fight it out, now
Everyone feel the music, now
C'mon, everyone get down and rock out, now
'Cause when the rock'n'roll vibes are feeling just right
There's going to be magic tonight - magic tonight!
Magic - magic - there's going to be magic tonigth!
Oh it's the same for everybody
When you're so lonely and don't have no body
You gotta get into the action
And get some of that good 'ol rock'n'roll satisfaction
Everyone rock out, now
Everyone dance together, now
Everyone sing with me, now
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
Everyone fight it out, now
Everyone feel the music, now
C'mon, everyone get down and rock out, now
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
Everyone rock out, now
Everyone dance together, now
Everyone sing with me, now
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
One... two... three...
There's gonna be
There's gonna be
There's gonna be magic tonight
There's gonna be
There's gonna be
Magic (magic!) magic (magic!)
There's gonna be magic, tonight!
That's right!
The rock'n'roll music is seeping into your head
Creepin' in your ears while you're sleeping in your bed
Music calling out your name to bring you to the action
Everyone needs some rock'n'roll satisfaction
There's going to be magic - magic tonight!
Walk on down to this rockin' town
Put a smile on your face honey, don't frown
And they are so sexy they tease you 'till it hurts
Those girls are looking hot in their rockin' short skirts
Everyone rock out, now
Everyone dance together, now
Everyone sing with me, now
'Cause when the rock'n'roll vibes are feeling just right
There's going to be magic tonight - magic tonight!
Magic - magic - there's going to be magic tonigth!
And the party is rocking away
We'll be doing this all night till tomorrow mid-day
You gotta get down and let yourself feel the groove
C'mon and get those nervous hips to move
Everyone fight it out, now
Everyone feel the music, now
C'mon, everyone get down and rock out, now
'Cause when the rock'n'roll vibes are feeling just right
There's going to be magic tonight - magic tonight!
Magic - magic - there's going to be magic tonigth!
Oh it's the same for everybody
When you're so lonely and don't have no body
You gotta get into the action
And get some of that good 'ol rock'n'roll satisfaction
Everyone rock out, now
Everyone dance together, now
Everyone sing with me, now
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
Everyone fight it out, now
Everyone feel the music, now
C'mon, everyone get down and rock out, now
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
Everyone rock out, now
Everyone dance together, now
Everyone sing with me, now
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
'Cause there's gonna be magic, tonight!
Waiting For Love
The days seem numbered with a fog going 'round
And the phone doesn't seem to ring, guess everyone left town
Always busy doing nothing, no one comes around anymore
A man can be desparate and lonely so I've opened the door
I can't seem to grow up because I can't seem to experience life
Everyone asks me what I'm going to do
Not knowing what I've been through
Waiting for someone to be with
Is like waiting for death
Most of your life you're breathing,
And then you take your last breath
But I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting... I'm just waiting
I'm waiting for love
I've been in and out of love through all these years
Can't I find love that won't lead to tears?
I don't know the time, I don't even know the date
All I know is true love can never come too late
But it's tough having no one to be able to turn to
It's so lonely when there's no one to care for you
And it's complete sadness and pain
Because I'm still kneeling down and praying on Lover's Lane
Oh, waiting for someone to be with
Is like waiting for death
Most of your life you're breathing,
And then you take your last breath
But I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting... I'm just waiting
I'm waiting for love
Laughter is my identity
Loneliness is my insanity
Living life is my in-security
And love is... love is my only destiny
Waiting for someone to be with
Is like waiting for death
Most of your life you're breathing,
And then you take your last breath
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting for love
For love
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting for love
For love
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting for love
For love
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting... I'm just waiting
I'm waiting for you
And the phone doesn't seem to ring, guess everyone left town
Always busy doing nothing, no one comes around anymore
A man can be desparate and lonely so I've opened the door
I can't seem to grow up because I can't seem to experience life
Everyone asks me what I'm going to do
Not knowing what I've been through
Waiting for someone to be with
Is like waiting for death
Most of your life you're breathing,
And then you take your last breath
But I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting... I'm just waiting
I'm waiting for love
I've been in and out of love through all these years
Can't I find love that won't lead to tears?
I don't know the time, I don't even know the date
All I know is true love can never come too late
But it's tough having no one to be able to turn to
It's so lonely when there's no one to care for you
And it's complete sadness and pain
Because I'm still kneeling down and praying on Lover's Lane
Oh, waiting for someone to be with
Is like waiting for death
Most of your life you're breathing,
And then you take your last breath
But I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting... I'm just waiting
I'm waiting for love
Laughter is my identity
Loneliness is my insanity
Living life is my in-security
And love is... love is my only destiny
Waiting for someone to be with
Is like waiting for death
Most of your life you're breathing,
And then you take your last breath
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting for love
For love
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting for love
For love
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting for love
For love
I've fought for far too long
Yes, I've been singing the wrong song
Now I'm just waiting... I'm just waiting
I'm waiting for you
Killing Yourself
Terror and emotion invades your mind
While the chills of sadness embrace your space
Controlled by each emotion
Keep digging yourself a grave with complete devotion
Drowing in terror
Drowing in terror
You can't tell anyone how you pray to die
With a life so typical and sane
They don't care if you come to them and cry
So you shoot the love into your vein
Within a second you no longer feel the pain
Drowning in blood
Drowning in blood
Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself
Spit out the words you long to say
Maybe one day everything will turn out okay
At least that's what your friends say
But you've been depressed for far too long
No longer enjoying life when it all goes wrong
Drowning in reality
Drowning in reality
Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself
I can't dream of leaving but how can I go on pleading
With all the lies and deception only to get no attention
Laying down on my bed with a gun against my head
How it raises my blood pressure
Maybe it'd feel so much better if I pull the trigger
Oh God, how can you treat me like this?
Bring me back to childhood where everything was wonderful
Bring me back in time to the memories I most miss
Do it, do it, do it
I can't take it anymore
Just let me go
Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself
While the chills of sadness embrace your space
Controlled by each emotion
Keep digging yourself a grave with complete devotion
Drowing in terror
Drowing in terror
You can't tell anyone how you pray to die
With a life so typical and sane
They don't care if you come to them and cry
So you shoot the love into your vein
Within a second you no longer feel the pain
Drowning in blood
Drowning in blood
Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself
Spit out the words you long to say
Maybe one day everything will turn out okay
At least that's what your friends say
But you've been depressed for far too long
No longer enjoying life when it all goes wrong
Drowning in reality
Drowning in reality
Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself
I can't dream of leaving but how can I go on pleading
With all the lies and deception only to get no attention
Laying down on my bed with a gun against my head
How it raises my blood pressure
Maybe it'd feel so much better if I pull the trigger
Oh God, how can you treat me like this?
Bring me back to childhood where everything was wonderful
Bring me back in time to the memories I most miss
Do it, do it, do it
I can't take it anymore
Just let me go
Pill after pill
And you're drugging yourself
Thrill after thrill
You're abusing yourself
High after high
And you're pleasing yourself
With a passion to die
You're just killing yourself
All Dead
As I sit here and drink my iced coffee
I get this horrible feeling that someone's thinking of me
Just like I said, "you can't get me out of your head"
What do you want from me?
I just want you to leave, because life isn't fun unless we're all dead
We're all dead
We're all dead, baby
As I sit here and watch you smoke your pot
I get this feeling that your brain has begun to rot
Just like you said, "This is the best rush to my head"
What do you expect?
I just want you to fuck off, because life isn't wonderful unless we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
As I waste my time here and watch you cut your wrist
I remember the time you and her kissed
Just like I said, "you can't get the meth out of your head"
People get a little freaky when high
I don't want to join in, 'cause life doesn't exhist when we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
I'm finding life is oh so funny
People only care about money
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
I get this horrible feeling that someone's thinking of me
Just like I said, "you can't get me out of your head"
What do you want from me?
I just want you to leave, because life isn't fun unless we're all dead
We're all dead
We're all dead, baby
As I sit here and watch you smoke your pot
I get this feeling that your brain has begun to rot
Just like you said, "This is the best rush to my head"
What do you expect?
I just want you to fuck off, because life isn't wonderful unless we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
As I waste my time here and watch you cut your wrist
I remember the time you and her kissed
Just like I said, "you can't get the meth out of your head"
People get a little freaky when high
I don't want to join in, 'cause life doesn't exhist when we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
I'm finding life is oh so funny
People only care about money
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
Edge Of The Night
Listen to the guns spitting out lead
Bringing out the dead
Taking your dreams away from you
Don't try to run, the bullet's coming through
You don't care 'bout wrong or right
Don't care if we're blown out of sight
The bomb is gonna drop and it's going to be bright
Our death will come on the edge of the night
Every time you pray
You pray to God you wanna find a way
'Cause everything is in disarray
The grim reaper is here to stay
Drop everything and cover your eyes
'Cause the mushroom cloud will be too bright
We've fucked ourselves with so many lies
Death lurking on the edge of the night
You don't care with all your greed
For you it's all money, drugs, sex and fame
Close your eyes and face the truth
The Grim Reaper has a dose of pain
And he knows you, he's calling out your name
It was you screaming out happy and loud
All your money is making you proud
Eruption silences you so you can't scream for help
And you keep screaming and screaming
Don't stand there and do nothing
Pack all your things and get out of sight
No time for pleading or believing
Death is coming at the edge of the night
The edge of the night
You're gonna die tonight
The edge, the edge of the night, yeah
Waiting for the blood on the edge of the night baby
Scream it loud, scream it proud
Fearing on the edge of the night
Hey you, death's gonna hold you tight
Suffocating you on the edge of the night
On the edge of the night, yeah
On the edge of the night, fight
On the edge of the
On the edge of the
On the edge of the night!
Fucking right!
Bringing out the dead
Taking your dreams away from you
Don't try to run, the bullet's coming through
You don't care 'bout wrong or right
Don't care if we're blown out of sight
The bomb is gonna drop and it's going to be bright
Our death will come on the edge of the night
Every time you pray
You pray to God you wanna find a way
'Cause everything is in disarray
The grim reaper is here to stay
Drop everything and cover your eyes
'Cause the mushroom cloud will be too bright
We've fucked ourselves with so many lies
Death lurking on the edge of the night
You don't care with all your greed
For you it's all money, drugs, sex and fame
Close your eyes and face the truth
The Grim Reaper has a dose of pain
And he knows you, he's calling out your name
It was you screaming out happy and loud
All your money is making you proud
Eruption silences you so you can't scream for help
And you keep screaming and screaming
Don't stand there and do nothing
Pack all your things and get out of sight
No time for pleading or believing
Death is coming at the edge of the night
The edge of the night
You're gonna die tonight
The edge, the edge of the night, yeah
Waiting for the blood on the edge of the night baby
Scream it loud, scream it proud
Fearing on the edge of the night
Hey you, death's gonna hold you tight
Suffocating you on the edge of the night
On the edge of the night, yeah
On the edge of the night, fight
On the edge of the
On the edge of the
On the edge of the night!
Fucking right!
Don't Make Me Come Down
Oh, the sunshine is so bright
And out of my eyes there's a sight
Of magnificent beauty
The sunshine is so vivid and bright
The air is feeling just right
This smile on my face
Knowing the bad times are gone
There's no doubt about it, I'm flying sky high
It's obvious my sadness will soon die
Don't make me come down
Baby, don't make me come down
My life is too complicated to turn around
Just like my first kiss
It feels like I'm in Heaven and everything is bliss
So don't try to turn me around, baby
Don't make me come down
The happiness has ceased to exhist
The kiss upon your lips is my last wish
This frown on my face
Knowing the love is all gone
There's no mistake about it, I'm missing you
It's obvious there's no living without you
Don't make me come down
Baby, don't make me come down
My life is too complicated to turn around
Just like my first kiss
It feels like I'm in Heaven and everything is bliss
So don't try to turn me around, baby
Don't make me come down
I used to be so damn happy
The times all of us would kill
Back in those days, everything was a thrill
At least I can say I tried
Everything in this world but suicide
Don't make me come down
Baby, don't make me come down
My life is too complicated to turn around
Just like my first kiss
It feels like I'm in Heaven and everything is bliss
So don't try to turn me around, baby
Don't make me come down
And out of my eyes there's a sight
Of magnificent beauty
The sunshine is so vivid and bright
The air is feeling just right
This smile on my face
Knowing the bad times are gone
There's no doubt about it, I'm flying sky high
It's obvious my sadness will soon die
Don't make me come down
Baby, don't make me come down
My life is too complicated to turn around
Just like my first kiss
It feels like I'm in Heaven and everything is bliss
So don't try to turn me around, baby
Don't make me come down
The happiness has ceased to exhist
The kiss upon your lips is my last wish
This frown on my face
Knowing the love is all gone
There's no mistake about it, I'm missing you
It's obvious there's no living without you
Don't make me come down
Baby, don't make me come down
My life is too complicated to turn around
Just like my first kiss
It feels like I'm in Heaven and everything is bliss
So don't try to turn me around, baby
Don't make me come down
I used to be so damn happy
The times all of us would kill
Back in those days, everything was a thrill
At least I can say I tried
Everything in this world but suicide
Don't make me come down
Baby, don't make me come down
My life is too complicated to turn around
Just like my first kiss
It feels like I'm in Heaven and everything is bliss
So don't try to turn me around, baby
Don't make me come down
You're Not Lonely
So you tell me you're feeling so lonely
And I'm telling you that I know just the way you feel
But when I see you being "so very lonely"
Baby, I'm telling you've never felt the real deal
Because if you think you're lonely
Be glad you haven't lived the lonely life like me
All this loneliness builds up and destroys my mind
When you pack up your things and leave the love behind
The lies and choices you choose to make
They all come down to you for each and every mistake
Because if you think you're lonely, baby
Be glad you haven't lived the lonely life like me
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for someone to hold me
Someday you'll fall in love and you'll be loved back
While I'm still trying to keep on the right track
I'll choose to smile, instead of speak
With a gun to my head and a kiss on your cheek
Because if you think you're lonely
Be glad you haven't lived the lonely life like me
You want someone to love you
And I want someone to love me
Why do you have to be like this?
Baby, you're making me wait for love forever
When we should be surrendering to love together
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for someone to kiss me
And don't tell me it'll happen, it's been far too long
By the time love comes, I'm going to be long gone...
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for someone to save me
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for you to love me
And I'm telling you that I know just the way you feel
But when I see you being "so very lonely"
Baby, I'm telling you've never felt the real deal
Because if you think you're lonely
Be glad you haven't lived the lonely life like me
All this loneliness builds up and destroys my mind
When you pack up your things and leave the love behind
The lies and choices you choose to make
They all come down to you for each and every mistake
Because if you think you're lonely, baby
Be glad you haven't lived the lonely life like me
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for someone to hold me
Someday you'll fall in love and you'll be loved back
While I'm still trying to keep on the right track
I'll choose to smile, instead of speak
With a gun to my head and a kiss on your cheek
Because if you think you're lonely
Be glad you haven't lived the lonely life like me
You want someone to love you
And I want someone to love me
Why do you have to be like this?
Baby, you're making me wait for love forever
When we should be surrendering to love together
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for someone to kiss me
And don't tell me it'll happen, it's been far too long
By the time love comes, I'm going to be long gone...
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for someone to save me
With all those lonely people passing by me
Skipping by me, cruising by me
I'm crushed with all my fears
And I'm drowning, drowning in all these tears
When I tell you you're not so lonely
I'm still waiting for you to love me
Friday, April 24, 2009
Someday I will make an album
Someday I'll make an album. I plan on working on it very soon, but I haven't really been doing anything yet. The songs are all written, they just need recording.
Here's the songs I have written and I want to record them in this order, and they'll appear on the album in this order, as well.
When I wrote the songs, infleunces came from Bryan Adams, Freddie Mercury, Queen, Brian Wilson, Daniel Powter, etc. So it's a mix of my favorite styles of music. The music and ideas for the music are in my head when I write the lyrics, and I'll start them all off as a demo on the piano. There's only ten songs listed because I don't know what the other one or two should be. I have so many songs and it's hard to choose the ones I like best. Now, I just need some musicians!
1. In Search Of Love
2. Don't Put That Curse On Me
3. Confetti
4. Show Me Your True Love
5. Dream Away
6. My Sweet Insanity
7. Night Lights
8. Drive Me Around The World
9. Waiting For Love
10. You Make My World Complete
Here's the songs I have written and I want to record them in this order, and they'll appear on the album in this order, as well.
When I wrote the songs, infleunces came from Bryan Adams, Freddie Mercury, Queen, Brian Wilson, Daniel Powter, etc. So it's a mix of my favorite styles of music. The music and ideas for the music are in my head when I write the lyrics, and I'll start them all off as a demo on the piano. There's only ten songs listed because I don't know what the other one or two should be. I have so many songs and it's hard to choose the ones I like best. Now, I just need some musicians!
1. In Search Of Love
2. Don't Put That Curse On Me
3. Confetti
4. Show Me Your True Love
5. Dream Away
6. My Sweet Insanity
7. Night Lights
8. Drive Me Around The World
9. Waiting For Love
10. You Make My World Complete
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Butterflies
The butterlies flew upon a glass of wine
Flying away to into the ever-lasting vines
Follow the swan to which the knowledge belongs
Fairies prancing the land so dandy
Just like little children and their candy
Singing against the wind
The butterflies just watch and wisk along
Butterflies so pretty and mystique
Heroes of the sad and weak
The butterflies in an evening of splender
Unlike the rest, they've no reason to suffer
Headlong overhead you and I
They spring along upon the trees so joyfully
Forever free
Butterflies and magic
Living the life of non-tragic
The gold ones sparkle, the white ones scare
The multi-colored are always there
We live in so much drama
It's so easy for people to not care
So easy to see yet so hard to catch
If only it was as easy to become a buttefly
Butterflies in the sun shine
If only you could switch places of this life of mine
Butterflies come
Butterflies stay
Butterflies dance
Then butterflies fly away
Flying away to into the ever-lasting vines
Follow the swan to which the knowledge belongs
Fairies prancing the land so dandy
Just like little children and their candy
Singing against the wind
The butterflies just watch and wisk along
Butterflies so pretty and mystique
Heroes of the sad and weak
The butterflies in an evening of splender
Unlike the rest, they've no reason to suffer
Headlong overhead you and I
They spring along upon the trees so joyfully
Forever free
Butterflies and magic
Living the life of non-tragic
The gold ones sparkle, the white ones scare
The multi-colored are always there
We live in so much drama
It's so easy for people to not care
So easy to see yet so hard to catch
If only it was as easy to become a buttefly
Butterflies in the sun shine
If only you could switch places of this life of mine
Butterflies come
Butterflies stay
Butterflies dance
Then butterflies fly away
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
All Dead
As I sit here and drink my iced coffee
I get this horrible feeling that someone's thinking of me
Just like I said, "you can't get me out of your head"
What do you want from me?
I just want you to leave, because life isn't fun unless we're all dead
We're all dead
We're all dead, baby
As I sit here and watch you smoke your pot
I get this feeling that your brain has begun to rot
Just like you said, "This is the best rush to my head"
What do you expect?
I just want you to fuck off, because life isn't wonderful unless we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
As I waste my time here and watch you cut your wrist
I remember the time you and her kissed
Just like I said, "you can't get the meth out of your head"
Straight girls love other girls when high
I don't want to join in, 'cause life isn't anything because we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
Straight guys kiss guys when they're high
No one is ever born, we only die
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
I get this horrible feeling that someone's thinking of me
Just like I said, "you can't get me out of your head"
What do you want from me?
I just want you to leave, because life isn't fun unless we're all dead
We're all dead
We're all dead, baby
As I sit here and watch you smoke your pot
I get this feeling that your brain has begun to rot
Just like you said, "This is the best rush to my head"
What do you expect?
I just want you to fuck off, because life isn't wonderful unless we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
As I waste my time here and watch you cut your wrist
I remember the time you and her kissed
Just like I said, "you can't get the meth out of your head"
Straight girls love other girls when high
I don't want to join in, 'cause life isn't anything because we're all dead
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
Straight guys kiss guys when they're high
No one is ever born, we only die
We're all dead
Walking 'round dreaming away
We're all dead
Acting like everything's gonna be okay
We're all dead
We're all dead
Life isn't fun unless we're all dead
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