Wednesday, October 21, 2009

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And I'm trying and trying to fight.
For everything I love,
Everything that I think's right
Every minute, just a little bit more.
I'm waiting for you to save me.
But you can't seem to understand,
That you got to take my hand,
Because my smile is to fade,
If it's not me you are to save...

Someone Else's Kiss

Another day while you're out there having a dandy of a time
I''m locked up, alone, staring at these knives of mine
Life isn't roses they say and you expect me to sing a happy song
Yet life isn't fair they tell me, you say to just carry on
Beautiful dreams, sad reality

While you're out having the time of your life
I'm locked up, alone, holding my knife
I just want to step to step off the floor and fly
'Cause you said you'd be back to love me, but it was just another lie
I know there isn't even a reason to be waiting anymore
Wonderful dreams, sad reality, the problem isn't you
The problem is me

Baby I don't know what to do now
You know I can't laugh now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss

Everything thinks I'm just in my usual miserable behaviour
Didn't know the real you I guess, you have the eyes of a stranger
I just can't stand living this life anymore
When I'm just a jerk, everyone thinks I'm a bore
I'm not asking for pity, I'm asking for your sympathy
With my beautiful dreams and our sad reality, the problem isn't you
The problem is me

Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't even fake a smile now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss

When you left me for another, you know I felt so sad
Hiding my true feelings, I was so fucking mad
I could run after you and try to get you back
But with me, it's the passion that we lack
And you really hurt me but no longer do I cry
'Cause if I'm not worth loving, why would I try?
With my beautiful dreams and our sad reality, the problem isn't you
The problem is me

Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't sleep now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss

Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't dream of happiness now
All I can do is lay here and wait to die because it's only you I miss
While you've forgotten about me with someone else's kiss

Baby I don't know what to do now
I can't go on living now
All I can do is lay here with my sadness and remember our last kiss
Because now all I have is our memories and it's you I most miss

Show Your True Love

Just another boring and dreadful day
Lost in emotions, I need to get away
'Cause I can't take the the pain anymore
I can't handle the lies, the heartbreak, and the mind games

Surrender your grudge
Stop being so care-free
Can't you show your true love and save me?

Just another stormy and lonely night
My mind is running wild, I no longer know what's right
'Cause I've been living far too long in my own world
I can't understand the falling out, the hate, and the fights

Surrender the past
Let me be free
Oh baby, won't you show your true love and save me?

Each time I fall asleep, I dream
The dream turns to complete despair
Lost in my heartbroken thoughts
Smiling and watching, you're always there

Surrender the sadness,
Learn to let me be me
Please, won't you show your true love and save me?

Walking Down Lover's Lane

It's hard to forget, hard to forget you
I will never forget what you've put me through
All the years I've been by your side
It seems like for you this has just been a joy ride
I fell in love with you and you said our love will last forever
What am I supposed to do now that we're not together?

Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane

Why does love go from good to bad?
There's no way for me to go on knowing I make you sad
Why did your love for me have to end this way?
There's no reason to go on living knowing I'll be missing you every day
And baby, I don't want to hold you back from your true happiness
But you're so beautiful, you're impossible to forget

Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane

The only one I want is you
The only one I need is you
The only one I dream of is you
The only one I'd die for is you
The only one I need to be with
The only one I love
Is you, you're the only one

And it's a long hard struggle to go on surviving
If someday I can capture my love back, it's worth trying

Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane

Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane

Walking down lover's lane
I'm feeling the pain
Nothing will ever be the same
As I get drenched in the cold rain
Walking down lover's lane - lover's lane

When You're Eighteen

The summer has just begun
Graduation is over and you're on your own
Now you will find out what it's like to really be alone
But you haven't even begun the long fight
You're life has just begun
You still don't know if you're right

When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen

You wouldn't turn back time if you could
You don't believe in the myths of childhood
The love you want is the love you're out to get
At eighteen, heartbreak is something easy to forget
Partying till 5 am and stripping down for the crowd
No more rules, all the lethal drugs allowed
Thinking it's all fun now, you're lost up in the clouds

When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen

Face the consequences of what's next in line
College - keeping track of time
Partying - your mind goes wild
Promiscuous - you might have a child
Working - Need to make some money
Eighteen - Suddenly nothing is funny

When you're eighteen
Life is not what you thought it would be
When you're eighteen
You're dreaming of what life used to be
When you're eighteen
Missing your first love
When you're eighteen
Missing your first kiss
When you're eighteen
Drugged and confused about the people you miss
When you're eighteen
You now are on your own in the cold world outside
There's no longer a place where you can go to hide

When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen - life seems like an adventure
When you're eighteen - you feeling young and tough
When you're eighteen - parties, drugs, you can't get enough
When you're eighteen
When you're eighteen

Cloudy Skies Above Me

The birds have woken me for another day
Tired, I tell myself over and over that everything will be okay
Those birds talking about something I don't know
Maybe they're telling me it's time to let my love for you go
Time to let my dreams go...

I'm bringing out my umbrella, it's going to pour
Water's going to be coming under my door
I might as well go outside and walk in the rain
Maybe in the madness I can soon forget my pain
Let me forget my pain

These cloudy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these cloudy skies above me

It's just another useless day to fake a grin
Let the panic join me, let all the depression sink in
I've been fighting too long to care
All I know is that it's a cold world out there
A cold world and I don't care!

These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies above me

You tell me never say never
Even though you know it'll be like this forever
Don't try to help me make it through
My heart is breaking because I know I'll never have you
I'll never have you!

These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies above me

These rainy skies above
Have taken all my hope for love
Every dream falls apart when I wake
With all hope, what more can Heaven take?
I guess there's no chance for you and me
As I dream away under these rainy skies
As I dream away under these rainy skies
Under these rainy skies above me

Enough Of Your Love

Baby, you're casting your spells against me
Thinking of what you can do to me
Baby, I won't be falling to the ground and begging you
Those dreams of yours won't be coming true

'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love

Baby, all your good for is heartbreak
Pleasure is your life and all you do is take
Baby, you ain't got nothing against me
I'm letting you go so I can be free

'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love

Baby, look at all you've done
In destruction like this, no one has won
Baby, I don't need your attention
Turn around and go in the other direction

'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love

Baby, you're so cold hearted
Cold hearted bitch

'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love

'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
I've had enough of you
'Cause I've had enough
Baby, I've had enough of your love